The 5 people I wish to meet in my heaven

These are people.... They aren't all my best friends or people I talk to a lot. These are just some people that I really wish to meet again.

1.) My first best friend. I'm sorry I got mad at you. I thought you left for California without telling me, turns out you were there for just vacation. I never ever saw you after that and I really want to.

2.) hehehe I have known you since forever. Yep you are more than a friend, more than a best friend, you're one of those friends that I know I will be friends with for the rest of my life. :D. You're like the only person I actually talk about my "crush" with, and you also think he is cute ;D I wish I could spend more time with you, especially since I've moved, I love you!! ( like family) :D

3.) hmmm.... well I haven't spoken to you in forever, and you pretty much get weirded out whenever I text you. But I still want you to know that I care about you, and I think you are amazing ! I still stop and think and wonder about how you are doing. I once ran into you over a year ago at Ikea, but I looked like crap, so I didn't want you to see me. Although, I don't think I will ever like you more than a friend. You're special because even though we rarely talk, and we haven't seen each other in over a year I don't think I'll ever forget you.

4.) YOU! YOU! YOU! It took me a while to think about you, but now I know its YOU! I remember in 4th grade we were pretty good friends, lol, You were so short. We both liked the same books and we both liked to draw :D and your sister and my cousin were friends... yeah. but after 5th grade you moved... :( I'm not so sure where, but I think maybe out of state. Well we never keep in touch, but there are times I want to know how you are....."has he grown yet?" "how are his drawings?" "has he changed?" "does he have a gf?! xD" LOL. well. I don't think I'll ever meet you again, if I do it would be like a miracle.

5.) I don't know exactly who you are. can't put my finger on it, but you've inspired me my whole life. You've steered me into the music direction. You're the reason why I've poured my heart into everything I do (art & music wise) You were that voice in the back of my head to tell me that I should keep going. The reason why I took so much time in to teaching myself everything. You're the reason I am becoming someone I want to become. You're making something out of me. I am making something of myself. I want to be inspired again. This is why I wish to meet you in my heaven, I think you've possibly created my heaven.

New Phone !!

Yep... I got a new phone... yesterday :D wanna see it ? Go Here :D

Yep !! I'm happy with it so far.. and also a lot of my friends like it aswell.. it has a GREAT/AMAZING CAMERA !! :D

hmmmm.... but the browser isn't as good as the iphone...... well what do you expect?! its an 80 dollar phone (with the rebate)
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Yeah. So I thought I just be doing a quick update for all of you.....

(dot dot dot)


R.I.P

white LG chocolate 1st edition...

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:D:D:D:D

I just realized that all of my phones so far have been LG phones... :D'


Lifes Good...

Build Me Up, Buttercup

so theres this song thats been stuck in my head!
yep title says it all.
Funny thing is, when I get a song stuck in my head I start screaming-singing it.. making me sound like a tone deaf toad. xD
haha

here are some covers that I like of this song










Here is the original song:


:D

Why do you build me up (Build me up)
Buttercup baby just to
let me down (Let me down)
And mess me around
And then worst of all (Worst of all)
You never call baby
When you say you will (Say you will)
But I love you still
I need you (I need you)
More than anyone darlin'
You know that I have from the start

So build me up (Build me up)
Buttercup
Don't break my heart
I'll be over at ten
You tell me time and again
But you're late
I wait around and then
I went to the door
I can't take any more
It's not you
You let me down again

Baby Baby
Try to find a little time
And I'll make you happy
I'll be home
I'll be waiting beside the phone
Waiting for you.

Why do you build me up....
To you I'm a toy
But I could be the boy
You adore
If you'd just let me know
Although you're untrue
I'm attracted to you
All the more
Why do I need you so Baby Baby.....

ooh ooh ooh
Why do build me up .....

New Years Resolutions =]

I know this is quite late..
but you know what they say, "its better to be late, than really really late"

okay so here they are

1.) NO MORE PROCRASTINATION!!
2.) Build my Network of friends...
3.) Actually use my youtube account
4.) Not get kicked out of my school
5.) Master Drawing Skills
6.) Master the Guitar
7.) Master the Uke
8.) Master the Piano
9.) Make something of myself.
10.) start somewhat enjoying school
11.) be more outgoing, more sociable?
....

Thats all I got now..
be back with more
-Z to the O to the Y to the A !!!
thats mah namme, cheesebiscuit!

Tomorrow is the last day of winter break )=

Im a whole different person without school!
nowwwww
goes back to those dreary days of me no talking...
:D
but I am happier :D

Eat McDonalds before bed

Big Mac?

Haven't updated in a while... I have been really busy..
I dont feel like really typing a whole lot right now..
so I will try to summarize everything..

Sunday-worked on project with spenser
Monday-edited and tried fixing the project
Tuesday- super weak and tired, started feeling really sick ( i threw up a few times) got picked up early from school
Wednesday-went and showed Lasota our project before school started-threw up again...
Thursday-Normal day... I threw up again
Friday- Last day before winterbreak...gave out presents....i threw up
Saturday-Bought Spenser a new fish- Ebonnie was over = DX
Sunday-Ebonnie wont go home DX- tried my first big mac....i threw up
Monday=shes gone...thank God. Weird cable guy was at my bedside... he freaked me out x:

So all in all..... that was my week...

I dont know exactly why I am throwing up.. I just feel really sick... Maybe I am eating too much...?

Also I have a liking for indie music

some specific songs i like are

I will follow you into the dark-Death Cab for Cutie
Bowl of Oranges- Bright Eyes
First Day of my Life-Bright Eyes
Anyone else but you- Moldy Peaches
Tire Swing-Kimya Dawson
Bang Bang you're dead- Dirty Pretty Things
Summers Gone- Aberfeldy
A Minor Incident- Badly Drawn Boy
The Call- Regina Spektor

those are just a few I could think of at the top of my head... I will post more..